Early That Morning

When things getting smooth as I wanted it to be deep inside me still traumatic...

I hope this smoothness continues as long it could be & as long I hoped it to be...

InsyAllah...

I just want a simple less complicated life...

A happy family, lurvely friendship, smooth relationship, score in exam, better financial, graduate as scheduled & whatnots...

I'll try my best for everything to work out...

Amin....

Presentation: FYP 2

Alhamdulillah...I'm done with my FYP 2 presentation...

Eventhou it kind of suck but I'm more relieve...

Now, I have to finish out my thesis & submit...

Then, off back to iPoh for internship...

Dear Allah,
Hoping for everything goes well...Amin...

Need to rest...

Champion League tonight anyone???

Take care...

Cable Fault Locating Test Van

When every1 else is heading back to their hometown, all the final year student including me still stuck at this boring Uniten...All this becasue of the Final Year Project 2...Huhu...

Mine presentation gonna be on the 7th April & hopefully can submit the thesis by Friday...I'm rushing back to Ipoh for my Industrial Training in TNB Ipoh...But I have to submit my draft before hand...

Doing thesis is the most boring ever...Seriously, it full with hassle...Have to type it all, refering to those book, adjusting the margin, spacing & whatnot...& not forget when my dearie pc hang up...It needs full of cocentration...Bencinya...Tapi kena buat juga...Tanggungjawab yang nampak terpaksa tapi sebenarnya best..Without we realize it...I sedar ker...Ermmmm...

Okies, enuff of FYP...

This is soo last-season story...Our new PM is Datuk Seri Nasjib Tun Razak...Nothin much as Malaysian I just hope he can bring good to our Malaysia...Hoping he can bring the Tun Mahathir great era...Less conflict but more development...

Stop serious matter...

I really wanted to watch Korean drama Boys Over Flower finale...All the vids at YouTube have been removed & suspended by KBS due to copyright...I only managed to get 2 out of 7 vids...Shyte...

Owh,I'm not a Korean drama freak...First watched it by insident & straight away got myslef into it...Hoho...

Erm,si thesis sudah memanggil...Haf a nice weekend people...;)

DSLR Idamanku

I'm done with my final exam but still have FYP to settle...There're a lot to be done...My presentation gonna be on the 7th April & have to submit the thesis as soon after the presentation as I have to report myself on the 13th April for the Industrial Training...Penat!!!

Last week I would say it as my busiest week...Got final paper to sit, a wedding to attend, loan, internship & tuition fees matter to be settled...& thank Allah as all the matters have been settled...I'm now more relieve...

Last week was my cousion's wedding...My Ampang's cuz, Along Reza...The solemnization was held on the 28th March at the Bandar Tasik Permaisuri's mosque while the reception was held on the next day at the MPAJ's hall...He's an engineer cum part time photographer while his wife, Kak Widia who is a Uniten graduate is also an engineer cum part time car racer...They had a really nice simple wedding...

My fav part of this wedding is the 'hantaran kahwin' & the photographer...

Kenapa hantaran kahwin...Yeah, because of the Verterinox watches, Timberland shoes and also the Oakley & Ray Ban sunglasses...That was part of the hantaran...Yeah, saya sangat suka jam Verterinox, kasut Timberland, kaca mata hitam jenama Oakley dan Aviator jenama Ray Ban...Benda itu sungguh ada class...Duitnya juga ada class kerna mahal...Sakit hati betul when I looked at 'em...Dah la sebelum itu sakit hati melihat DSLR jenama Canon model D400 nya...Aih, bila la mahu ada banyak wang...

The photographer that I like was Mr Subhi Karim...Don't misunderstood that wedding reception is my pusat cari jodoh...Absolutely not...This guy is married with a son...What I like about him is all about the camera...I kan camera freak...Hehehe...Tapi I can't see the model of the camera...All I know he was using Canon...But seriously his work was awesome...

What I hate about wedding is the chores...Penat la...My left feet bengkak & I wore wedges that day...Kena bagi bunga telur, jadi flower girl & tolong sikit2...Budget muka I nih jambu cantik manis ker nak letak di tempat2 penting nih...Aih, gila malas betul I senyum especially time bagi bunga telur kat atas pelamin...Gila buat muka terpaksa...

Memang penat gila...Eventhou I x rapat dengan Along Reza but as cousin I still kena tolong...Balik dari majlis kaki I lagi bengkak & sakit...Went to see the doctor & he said it was infection...Aih...Ok, kaki nih juga bengkak kerana banyak berjalan2 bersama family...;)

Kaki kiri I bengkak, lutut kanan I bisul & I di suspect kena demam campak...What a weekend kan...But, I got new baby(pinjam la tapi) & perfume (aunt bagi)...My brother promised pula if ada rezeki he'll buy me a DSLR ...InsyAllah..;.;)

Okies, I mau ber'thesis...Wish me luck people...

Enjoy your day, will ya!!!

Apa Kata Hati

I'm in mid of the final exam...Done with Mechanics 1: Static...Another 3 to go....

Tomorrow will be Power Distribution Engineering...The subject with soo many things to read & soo many facts to remember...The scopes are wide with no tips at all...So, just ready with any question that would come out...

Huhu...

Need to go to the HEP for the loan thingy, see Mr John Steven for the intern thingy pula...

I need a perfume...Nearly 1year I just use body mist, Victoria Secret & Boday Shop due to my sengkekness...Maybe should ask from Ma for my belated birthday present...

Also want a new handbag, hoping for a big one, new pair of jeans, a new pair of high heels, new pair of flat sandal, numbers of formal attire for intern and a new pair of watch & I want Swatch...I suka sangat Swatch & my 1st Swatch watch was my 9th birthday present given by my parents...Nak sangat as that time all my siblings & almost all my cousins ada jam Swatch...I remembered my obsession with Swatch watches untill this one time I got 5pairs of it & bought it for services all at a time...Sekali satu satu the watch rosak...My other watches pon dah rosak-2 Nike & Ocean Pacific...Now I'm left only with my Guess watch...Kesiannya saya!!!

Ok, saya sudah merapu...

Semoga hari esok lagi indah dari hari2 sebelumnya...

Jaga diri!!!

Kehidupan

Hidup ini sangat payah & mencabar...

Satu persatu masalah datang menimpa...

Aku dah xlarat nak hadapi...

Tapi apakah daya...Ini hidup ku...

Jalan hidupku begitu banyak ranjau & dugaan...

Fikirku aku tabah & kuat...

Rupa2nya tidak...

Aku lemah...Aku hanya manusia biasa yang pincang dari segala segi...

Harapan ku hanya satu & ini...

Agar pelajaran aku ini dapat ditamatkan...

Namun,dugaan kali ini juga berat...

Berat untuk aku galaskan...

Manusia lebih pandai bercakap dari melakukan...
Ya,aku pon begitu juga...Aku kan manusia...

Kalo ada, aku pasti akan lakukan...

Namun, ia tiada...

Bagaimana hendak aku lakukan...

Bagi lah aku peluang ini...

Kasihanilah aku...

Ya Allah, dugaan yang saban hari Engkau turunkan makin berat...Bagilah aku kekutan...Bagilah aku petunjuk...Agar aku gagah & tabah hadapinya...Agar aku tidak terus terjerumusa gagal...

Aku tau semua ini salahku...

Bagilah aku peluang untuk menebus segala2nya...

InsyAllah aku akan berjaya...

Attention!!!

Dear Friends,
My hp breakdown...The guy at the service centre cakap the ram dah rosak...It cost me RM280 to repair it...Erm, I boleh dapat 1 hp nokia tau...Aih...Kan best if I can replace the ram dengan ram pc...

Called my Ma dia suruh tunggu time they come to KL next week...My Abah dah bising2...This is the 2nd hp I yang rosak within 1year...Apakah salahku???

Seriously, I prefer my old hp yang xcannggih rather than kena deal dengan sensitivity Dopod yang kononnya canggih nih...Shyte...

So, if there anything you can reach me trou Leeya or Petown...

Aku benci Dopod 818 Pro....Tolong!!!

Erm,aku rasa rasa kena mandi bunga bawah jambatan la...Banyak sangat bad things happened these days...Huhu...

Thank you...;(

Typical Me

I need a chill out session...

Anyone???

Please at least some1...I really need a good laugh...

I'm starting to ache every now & then...The pain is too suffering....

The problems burden me loads...

I know this is all my problem & I should take it easy...But it's too bothering...

Can't cocentarte on thing I do...I easily give up...The best I can do is blogging...To channel what I feel & what I've experienced...

But still I can't feel the easiness...

I've friends but in this situation somehow I don't who I should turn into...

There's friend who cares...But I don't want to bother...Every1 is doing busy at this time...At the end of the semester...Plus people might get boring as I'm such a problematic...

I wished my life path could be more easy...

I have no choice...I just hope Allah will give me strength
to faces all these obstacles...I should be more tough & determined to face my own life...

I hate feeling this way...The loser feeling...I also hate pretending to be happy when I'm not...It's hurt & torturing...

I wished life could be more easy so I could just walk away from all things I'm facing right now...

But life could never be that easy...

So, deal with it!!!

'Mellowness'

Man could not live if he were entirely impervious to sadness. Many sorrows can be endured only by being embraced, and the pleasure taken in them naturally has a somewhat melancholy character

Emile Durkheim

When I being mellow & melancholy, it distance myself from my close circle which I hate most...I'm sorry again for all the burden I ever caused...I'm really outta my mind now & don't know what really cause it...

To whom who knew it...
Thnxs again & again fo always being with me during my up & down moment...I really can't afford to repay all those kindness...I'm really do appreciated it but I just don't know how to show it...Blame my stupidity & my lackness in considering other's feeling...I'm mere a human...Yes,its a lame reason..But seriously I always trying my best to satisfy everyone around me...

Manchester United beat New Castle United...2-1...

Great!!!

The Darkness

The smile that we put on our face sometime can't lie...It can reveal the truth beneath...

I wished the smile that I plastered on my face is pure...No fake but just real...

I wanted to live a good life...A life where I can stand on my own feet without the need of relying on others...

There's wound & it hurt me deeply...I hope it can cure by the time goes by...But why it takes soo long...

How can I act nothing when there's a thing...

Can I jsut say what I wanted to say wihout considering other's feeling...I wished I could...

God, I don't know what I am jotting right now...The thought flows & I release it...

Blog is where I can channel everything but not every single bits...

I'm sorry for being harsh...I'm sorry for not being sensitive...I'm sorry for being selfish...

But I'm more sorry if I couldn't take these anymore & I flunk...

I want to save every single things that I have witthout hurting anyone...Eventhou I got hurt sometime but the best thing I can do is by being silent...

Harapan ku agr dapat berkongsi dengan seseorang rather than sharing it here...

No, its okies...People being busy I know...

Aku akan berusaha untuk mengalasnya seorang...Ini masalah aku kan....

Ya, hidup ini tidak adil...Tapi inilah kehidupan...

So, deal with it...By hook or by crook, I have to face it...

Pray to Allah, Shima...Agar Yang Maha Esa permudahkan segalanya untuk kamu...

To whom I may bother, burden, screws etc I'm truly sorry...Thnxs a lots...

There's rainbow after the rainy day but mine only flood occurs after it...& Im stranded here all alone...

Have a nice day!!!

Yeah, Im done wtih Mechanic: Static 1 test 2...Yohooo....The test was terrible...Seriously...I have no idea what I've answered...Dang!!!

I'm going for a weekend getaway & the place is PD, baybee......Yes!!!I go to PD instead of KSM at Muadzam Campus...

Kenapa???

Kerana EE/EP department yang sangat slow untuk set up training, so I decided to quit...

By the way, all the best to EE/EP continjent especially to the futsal team...Sila main dengan berhati2...Biar kalah weh as long x injured...Hahaha...Thats my phylosophy when it comes to sport...;)

Im free & Im ready to mingle...But I have loads things to settle....

Have a nice weekend...

XOXO!!!

Gossip Girl???

No, they dont play futsal...

Tats my team name!!!

Okies....I joined a futsal tournament, Wawasan Cup 2009 today...I teamed witz the juniors...Farah, Elly, Erin, Tuty, Nor, Azie & Naza...It was a cute where we wore pink...Kinda last minute team as we only trained twice...But sum of us had played togeteher before...

Gosh, was only 3 gurl team tat joined this tournament...Gila x best okies...Main league but every team will face each other twice...The fight still there esp the team from IKRAM....Figure player team lain sikit punya besar while my team comel2 jer & aku paling kecik okies...Serious aku gerun....Out of 4 games we won 3 & draw once...So, kami adalah JUARA...Haha...Followed by the IKRAM team & last Vendetta...Dapat la hamper & medal...I sangat penat sebab lama xmain...But sumhow aku performed well today...I scored 2 or 3goals out of our 8goals total... Sumpahan goal sudah habis... I quite temperamental type but Im glad I can control it...Hanya 2kali saja tadi saya terlepas fcuk...Tapi secara random..;) ...Thnxs to Leeya The Manager, Petown & Adly whom came to support...;)

There was this one guy was kinda hard to resist...He was there to support his fwens...Sangat comel okies & suka senyum....Once ago, I suka kutuk dia...But tadi kesuka senyum dia make me ermmmm...Hehehe..

Yeah S, hope to seee you again in Uniten...;)

Senarai hendak-> Justin Timberlake mnyayikan lagu Happy Birthday ala2 his performance at VIctoria Secret Fashion Show 2006 where he sang Sexy Back...Gila flirty okies...;)

Signing out...;s

Uncivilized

This an issue faced by fwens next door & I wonder why these kind of people still exist...

This a gurl at CM's...She's a junior & stayin in one of those room...She brought her fwen stayin there illegally...The point here is not the illegal stays but more towards their attitude...
I wonder where on earth they comin from but these 2 gurls bein so fuckin lazy & kurang ajar...Nope...Bukan kurang ajar but biadap...Nak dikatakan kurang ajar memang mustahil...Bein an university student pasti the parents tought 'em well...But ini adalah sikap sendiri...

This morning before class CM told me that both gurl blah from the apartment...Owh well...Tats great...BUT...Dengan meninggalkan sampah2, empty bottles di dapur & messing house...Yeah, tats why I said biadap & plus tiada otak...Hei stoopids, who's gonna clean all those mess...

I do wonder how they can stay in a mess...Dah kena sound pon still nak buat sepah...Others not expectin you to clean for 'em but at least clean yours...Pandai buat sepah pandai la kemaskan...Life's rule is simple...Be responsible at wut you do...Stayin with stranger is not tat hard...Pandai bawa diri smooth la segala2 nya...Respect others...Simple aight...You've been a big gurl s0 act like your age...Eventhou IF you're a child to a millionaire then tats your problem...My fwens doest bother much bout tat...But you seem none...Both of you...Jangan suka2 buat kepala sendiri...

For me, you guys shud grow up...Maybe you live this kinda life all this while but hell...Ones shud changed according to tym & environment..Bukan semua orang bole accept diri kita so do change accordin to expectance..Not much but at least..If you want to live life easy or else you'll find more fight the rest of your life...

Signing out...;s

Journey To Nas & Ila's Wedding

Date: 7-8th February 2009
Place: Cameron Highland,Pahang & Tapah, Perak
Attendances: Bob P, Bob J, Leeya, Shima, Eddy, Palie, Raden, Adly, Petown, Akie, Mira, Azmir,
Totti, Oteck, Pojie, Kutil, Erza, Cik Mah, Raja Jr, Abi, Mamat, Syahmi, Iju, Ayuni,
Shuk, Shuk's gf & her fwen, Achap, Wani, Ecam, Imie, Wan. Amir, Hedy & Rina
Accomodation: Hotel Jasmine, Cameron Highland


This trip was a blast...There were 11 cars total up...This trip started at 9.30 am where every1
gathered at Petronas Ikram....Our first stop was the R&R Rawang for our breakfast...We continued our journey to Lata Kinjang in Tapah, Perak...The guys wanted to enjoy the wonderful & beautiful waterfalls there...Been there for about 1 & 1/2 hour & then we off to the highland...


Our first stop there was Eddy's house for out late lunch...It was kind of Eddy's mom and her fwen to cook for 35 of us...The food was great & scenery was splendid...Eddy's parents & fwen bein soo nice, warm & friendly...It was great to be there...


After about 30-45 minutes on the winding roads, we checked-in at our hotel at 7-ish pm...The room was nice eventhou it was not even a star hotel and cheap...But one thing is the heater...Sumtym it fail to function...Gila sejuk okies....The nite at Cameron Highland we had free activities...The Uniten gurls minus Petown but including Pojie went for a walk at the nearby nite market...We did a lil' shopping there & had KFC for dinner...Its was fun strolling at a unfamiliar place with ur fwens at nite...We also had a great tym in the room with singing & dancing...

We woke up early for the 2nd day as we're going to explore the beautiful Cameron Highland...We went to the market where they sell fresh fruits and veggies...Me & Leeya bought strawberries & veggies...It was cheap & fresh...;)...Then, we off to the tea plantation...We've been there for only 15min as we're rushing to Eddy'd crib to change our clocthes & got ready for Nas & Eila reception...

We arrived at Dewan Merdeka Tapah around 1.30pm...Straight to the dining table then for photography session with the copule...The looked soo sweet together...Wut we got for Nas & Ila for their wedding...Ermmmm, we bought 'em a baby stroller...Yeah, that is a hint & our hope...A hope for the couple to get a by as soon...A wedding gift yang pelik kn...Hehehe...

Nas & Eila, may your marriage will last...cepat2 dapat anak ya...

We took off around 5pm...Drop at Yik Mun for the famous pau & R&R Sg Buluh for maghrib prayer...Arrived Uniten at 8-ih pm...Im soo tired...After unpack my stuffs, bathed & checked my e-mail, I end my day sleeping at 11.30pm...

Overall, the trip was great...Berjaya eventhou there's sum time delay...Conjoying with 11car not a easy thing to handle but thank God for the smoothness and also of course the technology-handphones...;)...Hope this may not be our last trip together eventhou every1 is graduating...

Saya emotional...Wutever!!!

Saya stubborn...So???

p/s->Pixes will be upload later as I dun haf any piece of it...

Senarai hendak->Polaroid or Lomography camera...

Signing out...;s

Kamu pernah alaami tidak di mana kamu rasa kamu suka seseorang itu tapi kamu rasa tidak pasti...

Kamu rasa kamu boleh pergi jauh dengan dia tapi kamu tidak yakin...

Kamu rasa kamu ingin mengambil berat pasal dia tapi kamu malu...

Aku rasa serabut sungguh...

Signint out...;s

Kenapa Saya Suka Makan...

Errrr...Title yang tiada kena mengena...

Im back to this blogging world...Honestly I haf nothin to jot these few weeks...Bein a final year student I haf stack of things to be done...Plus witz the unsettled things, Im not in the mood to blog...

My to-do-list:

• Site visit @ TNB Bangi for FYP
• Interview people @ ILSAS
  
• Electrical Installation assignment 1
• Tutorial Mechanics: Static
• Test 1 Mechanics: Static
• Loan thingy
• Kumpul duit for Manchester United 2009 Asia Tour (July)
  
• Jason Mraz Live in KL (March)
  
• Rihanna Live in KL (February)
  

The last two to actually xbuat I stress pon...Saja menambah...If any1 willing to sponsor me then I'll go...Hehehe...Like Gwen Stefani ari tuh ada sum1 nak sponsor but I declines...Reason:Xda nice shoes untuk pergi...Padahal xnak pergi 2orang dgn DIA...Hahaha...

Signint out...;s

Ya Allah,
Berikan aku kekuatan & ketabahan untuk menghadapi semua dugaan ini...Sesungguhnya aku hanya hamba-Mu yang lemah yang mana memerlukan pedoman,petunjuk,nur & hidayah dalam menghadapi semua ini dengan tenang...

Aku tidak ingin menangis kekesalan di atas apa yang telah terjadi..Aku ingin menjadi seorang yang tabah & kuat serta bangkit dalam memperbaiki semua kesalahan...Juga mengubati segala kegagalan...Berikan aku peluang ya Allah untuk memperbetulkan semua ini...

Ya Tuhan,
Tunjukkan jalan & berikan ikhtiar untuk melaksanakan semua ini...Aku inginkn kejayan ini & aku berjanji untuk berubah...Sesungguhnya aku tidak ingin lagi ada insan menangis kerana ku...Aku merasa sungguh bersalah kerna insan itu menangis...

Ya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa,
Aku memohon kepada -Mu, makbulkan doa2 ku ini...Sesungguhnya kepada Engkau sahaja tempat hamba-Mu memhon kemaafan & pertolongan...

Amin...

Im back.!!!

Hope everything goes well for this final year...

InsyAllah...;)

People,

Im off to mt hometown for my semester break!!!

Woohoo...

Take care...;)

Signing out...;s

I Dont Trust People & I Dont Like To Trust People But Im Easily Trust People...

WTF!!!

Signing out...;s