December 13, 2007

Open Thought

Once,one of fwen said to me..."Aku tau la kau anak manja tapi jangan la kurang ajar"...erm...Nice one...I was expectin it but still upset as tat from sum1 i called "BROTHER"...
I happened to be an outspoken person...I speak my mind out...I stand for myself or even for my fwen...But day by day things happened & indirectly changed a bit of me...Im not the ol' NAZATUL SHIMA MD NAWIL anymore whom used to be an outspoken gurl...Since then,i juz stand for myself...Luckily, there's a number of fwens whom still backin me up & stand for me...I decide to be passive rather than before...
Wuts wrong of being outspoken???Wuts the problem of being loud & proactive???NOTHIN!!!I juz standin & fightin for my rites...People always bein unfair...They cants never accept others critics towards 'em but when it comes to critizing others they juz lurve it...Senang2 jer tepek orang...That wut I had experienced & I was really annoyed...
People never accept their wrongdoings...They do wut they think they shud do...When others comment or critics,they started to turn around the table...The one who expressin theirselves got the blame...Okies tat sum1,yeah...Wut i wrote is wut im not satisfied wit you...I dun confront you as i knoe it wont work & as expected its doesnt work...You read & knew it from my blog,then you turn around the table...You put the blame on me & never accept my opinion on you...Is tat wut you expect me to confront you???Forget it...& now i heard you're bitchin me all around UNITEN...Hahaha...Sooo childish & pathetic...
Hello people...Get a mirror & look urself at it...You & me are equal...All of us did mistakes but why Im the only one who GOT it...Oh,yeah...Its because Im spoilt brat & uncontrolable kn...So,when things happened,Im the one who got to blame...We are all ALLAH's slave...Hahahaha...Seyesly,these people dun really knoe me but they judged me however they like...GOSH...
Why am I takin this topic out...It is because I keep wonderin wuts wrong of bein outspoken...Its not I want to create problem or reopen the ol' wound...I juz want refreshen my mind...To alwiz remind myself,keep my feelin to myself...
To those whom I once 'tepek',I wont ask for forgiveness as wut I said is wut i thinks...If you guys can critics me so why cant I...& to myself,be open when you got critics shima...take it positively...
Erm...this is juz a reminder...This is my blog where I channel my thought & feeling...So,if you feel offended,PLZ LEAVE...I haf no tym to entertain your 'problem'...

Signing Out...;s

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