January 15, 2010

Mixed Up Feeling

Mesti kamu semua pernah experienced di mana hati kamu rasa tidak sedap hati untuk melakukan sesuatu in fact benda itu adalah penting yang akan menentukan masa depan kamu.I'm facing with it at the moment & seriously hate it.

I'm suppose to go to Proton's Career Day this Saturday.At first I was really excited bout it when Bob P told me 2 weeks back & I was eager to go.But somehow towards the day, I feel unease.Rasa tidak sedap hati.Berbelah bahagi either I should go or not.The unease feeling bertambah selepas aku baca the ads.Bila Bob P texted aku semalam aku sangat rasa berbelah bahagi.Confused sangat.Fikir-fikir.& I decided not to go.

Numbers of obstacle yang aku faced this week yang menyebabkan aku berat mahu pergi.Bukan berlagak or apa.My Along cakap if rasa berat hati baik jangan pergi.So here I am in iPoh,JOBLESS!!!I hope I'm doing the right decision.But,I know Allah fated me for something else.InsyAllah...

Maybe the PMS made me having this mxied up feeling...

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