Longing For Someone

These past few weeks I've been longing for someone.Someone whom I used to be close to & someone I adored as a brother. I called him Abang Long & he called me Budak Kecik or Adik.

Aku kenal dia since first semester aku di Uniten. Even on the first week. That time I called him Abang Comel. But we became close during my third year in Uniten. Lepas berkerjasama dalam pelbagai hal berkaitan kelab.

He was my then savior. He always ready whenever I gave him a call for help. Threw a surprise birthday celebration together with my favourite babes. During my down moment he'd help me,gave advices & sometime just being there listening to my problem. I did also tell him about my then problem with Mr A.Haha.Macam mana ada guts untuk beritahu dia, aku sendiri tidak pasti. & dia siap bagi tips lagi. I still can remember it. During my first semester of degree years,I was left behind by my friend whom furthered their degree earlier than me by 1semester. I was kind alone & abandoned. So, whenever I was bored, I'd texted him & he'd called me straight away. Macam bercinta kan.But seriously a NO.I'm even dapat duit raya from him.

I knew someone was jealous of me.

But somehow day by day,we became apart. When every1 started dating back, busy with study,I pulled myself away from club's activity & whatnot. Ia berlaku tanpa sedar. Bila sedar, aku dengan dia sudah renggang. The words Abang Long & Adik no longer been used.

The last time I bumped into him was 2years ago. I was driving out from Uniten while him going the opposite way. Sempat melambai jer.A while after I received missed call notification*my nokia sucked up that time* from unfamiliar number & I knew that him. But, I didnt call him back sebab phone credit habis.

I saw his name at Facebook chat list.But somehow I hesitate to buzz him. Macam segan gila or rasa awkward sangat. Ntah la.I really wanted to have a nice conversation with him as before*maybe not as nice*.I really hope I can see him & have one-to-one talk without any audience or disturbance. So,like bole recall the memory & menyengal.Haha.

Abang Long,I really wanted to see you & have a nice lepak session with you.Frankly, I do miss you but I dont have your latest number.I know you're doing fine.So, take care...;)

Maybe this entry sound like layan jiwang one.But just an entry recalling someone whom helped me quite loads.He's not someone whom claim to be concern but end up turned me down.But he was the one whom turned me up when I was down.The one yang bersama aku di saat zaman kejatuhan aku.

Good night....;)